Even one second of eye contact with you
Fills me with rout
The calmness on your face makes me wonder,
What your loudest mind is thinking about?
Do you still feel uncomfortable around me or
Consider having a word, before heading out?
All these questions about our encounters
Just leave me thirsty in this hopeless drought
You must have forgotten the laughs we shared
But am I good at goodbyes? Having a self-doubt
The day you left in a questionable manner
Made me think, was I happy with you or without?
The curiosity to solve this puzzle is so draining
That I’m killing myself everyday, having a burnout
And your rent-free stay in my heart wants to know
Will I ever be able to kick you out?
No, I don’t think without loosing myself
I will be able to kick you out,
I don’t think without getting myself broken
I will be able to kick you out…
penned by Ray.K on 27 nov, 2024