• 🫗 Spilled Things

    Things You Could Do in my Healing Process

    A beautiful home we built together ,never thought would be crying alone in it,  All the memories and screams would be bearing alone in it, wishing you would stop me pulling my hair, and console me in such a mess, believe me, I expected these things you would do to heal me, in such a mess When I fold your small sized clothes, keep your letters close,  Talking to your pics alone and imagining your presence with rose,  Seeing you coming home, and console me in such a mess, believe me, I expected these things you would do to heal me, in such a mess. Have been living far from…

  • 🫗 Spilled Things

    NO STRINGS ATTACHED

    No strings attached  was the first string we made Was it love ? was it friendship?  could never differentiate, Definitely, strict rules were set  not to get hurt, Then, how this casual relationship  got so worst? I have lost touch of  all the brighter shades, Dark memory of laughs and  grumpy face never fades It was just a minute ago,  we were into this so deep Journey from letters to emails,  doesn’t help me sleep I remember, we made home  in each others’ heart, So, how come in a same street  we are living apart? You know I always wished  you never stay behind! Just wondering if I get lost, …

  • 🧠 Mindful Noise

    EMOTIONAL HONESTY

    How soon you drop the matters? This is a general question lingering in my mind after an argument with a connection. I realized, when I have any disagreement with my loved ones or outsiders, I don’t feel nice about it. I feel consumed by sadness and unhappiness. It feels gross either being rude or have someone yelling at you, doesn’t matter what’s the reason but the sting of harsh words or bitter silence feels unbearable, regardless of who is at fault. I have seen people swiftly move on after apologies are exchanged but for me, it’s different. I can‘t simply drop the issue, especially if it’s deeply personal or hurtful.…